Yuck.

My gut flaired up over the weekend and I've been feeling pretty yucky this week.  The kids have been great about pitching in around the house and entertaining themselves.  This morning Master Munchkin brought me breakfast in bed: hot tea, coffee and some pudding on a tray.   I could only drink the tea, but his actions really warmed my heart.

My Crohn's has pretty much been in remission for the past 3 years, but every once in awhile, something like this comes up.  Hopefully it will be short term! 

Update

I simply had to log on and pop in for a visit.

It's been a rough week, full of Ups and Downs. The Downs included pain, tears, frustration, and numerous unpleasant and unmentionable bodily functions. But the Ups. Ahhh the Ups....

• Extra time with my husband
• Cuddling up in bed and reading to Master Munchkin
• Watching dear friends jump in and fulfill every obligation for me
• Feeling incredible loved
• Knowing I was in the Care of the Creator
• Miss Munchkin cleaning and cooking
• Love notes from my family
• Such sweet, kind comments from you
• And naps, lots of wonderful naps

I am feeling much, much better.
Thank you all.

A Gift

Things will probably be pretty quiet here at All Astonishment for a bit. It seems that my Crohn's Disease, which has been in remission for the past 2 years, is trying to make a comeback. I need to devote my dwindling energy to healing right now. And napping. Lots of napping.

I'll be back as soon as I can. In the meantime, feel free to browse the archives or just sit and stare into space. Take care and be grateful if you are feeling healthy. It really is a gift.

Grateful

I am feeling healthy!

This is something that I do not take for granted. Not anymore. Since being diagnosed with Crohn's Disease 16 years ago, I have learned that health is a Gift, not a Given. I bounce back and forth between doing well and feeling really sick. At my worst, I am left with no energy, unable to eat, and in a lot of pain.

After my last major flare-up, my doctor decided it was time to start a new medication. I was reluctant because of some scary side effects, but it has been working wonderfully! My straight hair has grown in with a slight wave (oooo, bouncy) and, more importantly, the disease is now under control. I have gone from taking 20-30 pills a day to 5. For the first time in years, I have ENERGY. I am able to do things with my children, I can eat anything, I am not in pain.

I am definitely taking advantage of this time because I do not know how long it will last. As of this date, there is no cure for Crohn's; it will come back. But for now, I will enjoy this Gift.

Under the Influence

My doctor recently put me on steroids to help with my Crohn's disease. I'm thrilled to finally have some energy (after months of feeling bad), and my house is getting clean and organized. It's hard to relax, though.

I'm getting ready to start Imuran, a new medication for me. It should help both my small intestine and colon, places where my disease is active.